now listening to Love Song by Sara Bareilles :D

Candice says i shouldn't copy her emokia persona
and i just took a quiz
the sesame street personality quiz
found out i'm either ernie or elmo
more of ernie actually.
fine.
so i shall now be ernie!
and not emokia.
and i took another quiz
the how boyish or girlish are you quiz
i'm 60% boyish and 40% girlish!
oh no.
i have to go for a transexual surgery.
or whatever.
last one!
the personality type quiz.
i'm INFP the daydreamer!
but the second time i did it it's ENFP leh.
guess i'm indecisive D:

rantings!

i'm feeling quite sad.
and sick of myself.
i had not been putting enough in my studies.
my gpa sucks.
i suck man.
2.8.
my target is to get 3.6 3.2 for now!

and today when i woke up i just felt so ugly.
i'm so ugly!
i got weird eyebrows, small eyes, panda eyes, flat nose, sharp chin and a qian bian face.
even minus the ah beng make-up i'm still ugly.
and my character isn't any better.
and i just read Caris's post on a someone that she detests.
who knows she could be talking about me!
i'm a two-faced freak, badmouther and have a black heart.
but i don't think i'm talented and pretty and all that.
i'm darnright ugly.
so maybe she's not talking about me.
hehe.
i hope so.
but it reminds me of myself.
i'm freaking two-faced.
so i shall change from now on.
that's my another target for now (: