now listening to The Great Escape by Boys Like Girls :D

yesterday.
speech day.
eds rehearsal.
felt awful.

today.
reran 2.4 with Caris and Tabitha :D
passed!

and today is ben & jerry's free cone day
i had totally forgotten D:
which means no ice cream!
but still Cherisse and me went to eat some soya bean ice cream
very interesting
but it's not free!
sad.

i want to cry.
i want to die D:

now listening to Yesterday by Leona Lewis :D

yesterday.
bazaar!
sold not bad.
thanks to everyone in the group
and the people who came to support
except me!
i only contributed the cash box :D
Sylvia and mom said i looked nice that day
oooo!
i don't know why.
i'll take it as a compliment :D
bought 15 bucks worth of things
plus those bought before the bazaar itself
20 bucks!
for charity yeah :D
met Sheena in the morning
i wore the wrong thing D:
what a great start to a saturday morning
and used 5 minutes to reply an sms
i'm slowwww.
and day before yesterday realised that i forgot to return Ting Wei's ez-link card to her when doing library duty.
argh.
so sorry.
even the day before yesterday was a disaster.
kept kena scold DD:
ya.
back on track, then went with her to eat breakfast at ghim moh.
i had an awful stomachache.
and before that had weird feeling in my ass
went to the toilet 3 times in a row.
betcha never seen a more constipated guy.
and we got lost 3 times while going to hv
and Sheena, i didn't totally forgot lah!
i lead you to the bus stop remember :D
then after morning shift went home
and did the wrong thing
and was dao-ed D:
if i was him i'd be angry too.
how did we get into this mess.
it wasn't your fault.
if i haven't agreed it won't turn out like that.
karma ;X
and today's not any better D:
told off enlightened by Mr Marcus
told me many things that i didn't know i was doing
so in a way i improved!
not so bad.
and i am scolded because i wanted to go out tmr and on labour's day :(
what, are you going to coop me up in the house forever?
then i scratched my watch
now there's a big ugly scar D:
i want a lollipop :D

gah.
tired from doing all the quizzes :D
koped from many people through bloghopping
so if you happen to read this
sorry that i ripped off your quizzes :(
imma spank myself if i see you!
supposed to be revising for malay and mugging on maths and lit circle
i'm sleepy.
i want to sleep.

Quiz 23

Q: NAME A FRIEND WHO'S NAMES STARTS WITH A 'S'
Shermaine :D

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS
Vicki haha

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?
What to study for malay test =.=

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
Ya

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
Ya DD:

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
Eds!

Q: WHOS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
Hehe :D

Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY ALOT?
Depends

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Cheese fries :D

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
Forgot oops

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
Ya

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE, DONNIEDARKO?
Nah never heard of it

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
Nah

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
I dunno.

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, ''I LOVE YOU'' AND MEANT IT?
I don't remember hehe.

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
Revising malay and doing maths and la. oops.

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
Zinc ;X

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
Ya

Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?
My bro

Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
Ya

Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
Nyeh

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
I never used a skateboard D:

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?
In the bus

Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
Nah

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
I didn't watch a movie in the past two weeks D:

Q: WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST?
Friends and family!

Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?
Uh, maybe!

LAST
1) person you saw: Mom

2) talked to on the phone: Raey

3) hugged: Nyeh

4) person you texted: Han Siang


TODAY
1) date: 24 April 08

2) plans: Eat sleep comuter slack

3) dislikes about tomorrow: Have to go school D:


CURRENTLY
1) missing someone: Lots DD:

2) mood: I want to sleep.


TRUE OR FALSE
I am a morning person: Never!

I am a perfectionist: Nah.

I am an only child: Nah i have a bro.

I am currently in my pajamas: Nah.

I am online 24/7: Nah.

I am very shy around the opposite gender: Depends

I can be paranoid: Sometimes

I currently regret something that I have done: Not doing my homework. gah.

I enjoy talking on the phone: Depends.

I have a lot to learn: Ya.

I have a secret: Sshhhh :D

5 people to do this: Anyone!

Quiz 22

Instructions
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with; I have been tagged!

Favourites
Favourite Color: blackbluepinkgreenpurpleredyellowwhite
Favourite Food: Ice cream
Favourite Movie: Can't think of one now ;X
Favourite Sport: Idk. Cycling?
Favourite Day of the Week: Saturday :D
Favourite Season: Autumn
Favourite Ice Cream: Strawberry

Currents
Current Mood: Sad.
Current Clothes: Some home grandma rags.
Current Desktop: See no evil hear no evil speak no evil :D
Current Time: 9.51pm
Current Surroundings: Study table
Current Annoyances: Myself arghhhh
Current Thoughts: I want to sleep.

Firsts
First Best Friend: Some guy in pri 1
First Crush: ;D
First Movie: Uh, lilo and stitch?
First Lie: Forgot.
First Music: Forgot.

Lasts
Last Drink: Water
Last Car Ride: Car
Last Crush: ;D
Last Phone Call: Raey asking me where am i :P
Last CD Played: My mp3 songs.

Have you evers?
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: Nah
Have you ever broken the law : Ya. and i'm not caught :D
Have you ever been arrested?: Nah
Have you ever been on TV: Nah
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: Nah

Random 5 things you are good at:
1. Eating
2. Sleeping
3. Procrastinating
4. Slacking
5. Gossiping

4 things you've done today:
Blog sleep eat slack!

3 things you can hear right now:
Music TV keyboard

5 People to tag:
Lazy!

Quiz 21

A: Fun to be around with
B: Loves to make people laugh
C: Really fall in love with
D: Is a great dancer
E: Have beautiful eyes
F: People get wild and crazy to adore you
G: Don't like people to tell you what to do
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: Love to laugh
J: Easy to have fun with
K: Really silly
L: One of the most romantic people
M: Make people laugh
N: Good bf/gf
O: EXTREMELY easy to fall in love with
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite
R: Can kick your ass
S: Lives life for fun
T: Great Kisser
U: Gets blamed for everything
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded
X: Drop dead gorgeous
Y: Loved by everybody
Z: Lives life for fun


MY NAME:
L: One of the most romantic people -eh hem :D
I: Love to laugh -haha!
M: Make people laugh -really.
Z: Lives life for fun -yay
I: Love to laugh
Y: Loved by everybody -really.
I: Love to laugh
N: Good bf/gf -thank euu!
G: Don't like people to tell you what to do

Quiz 20

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
uh. before 40!

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?
i dunno what to answer :/

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Dreamland!

4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
To not be such a sucker
Or to disappear
Poof.

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Haha no.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Family. friends. love.

7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
Smile like a retard.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Nah. no guts D:

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Vicki-cheerful, happy, blessed!

10. What requirement do you wish from your other half?
Unconditional love! haha.

11. What kind of person do you hate the most?
I don't hate :D
Dislike maybe. uh, i dislike people who dislikes me.

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
Ya. definitely.

13. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. What does it mean to you?
Love without condition

14. What are three words that would describe you?
quiet. weirdo. cute?

15. If there's ever a war (or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
Fight man. i'd die with dignity :D

16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Quiet.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Me myself and i.

18. What's your weakest point?
I am a loserrrr
Can't seem to do anything right D:

19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
My friends :D

20. What can you not live without?
Friends, family!

now listening to Beautiful by Christina Aguilera :D

yesterday.
maths test bad
science ok
found a frog!
played with that square thing.
bought testube!
blue
pc.
kept sabo-ing one another hehe.

today.
got the uno cards thing!
it's small and cute.
oh shit.
found out i bought many things lately
i'm broke D:
got geog test.
hard.
got maths remedial.
Zi Yi accused me of copying his name =.=
got malay test.
didn't understand what the passage was about ;X
after school
met Vivienne on the way to mrt station
met Vanessa at the mrt station
she hit me! haha.
then she and Hui Han started arguing :D
then went to spotlight with Hui Wen
there have alot of handicraft things
like rows and rows and lots of rows
real cool.
ate hokkaido ice cream
green tea!
the black sesame one also nice.
ate cheese fries!
cheese for a cheesy me.
i'm getting fat.
realised i love to eat.
alot.
and ponned eds.
coz got maths remedial
then got malay
and speech day have to go back for eds
not that i don't like eds lar
but like finally got a day to rest and then realise have to go back to school.
yeah.
and i'm gonna do quizzes :D
and i'm gonna ask if labour day can go wild wild wet
yipeeee

ihavealumpinmynoseandtongue D:

i had a lump in my eye
then i have a lump in my nose
now i have a lump in my tongue
and next i'd get a lump in my face and my ass
what's wrong with me D:

toodles.
studying for maths.
i suck at maths.

now listening to Stop And Stare by One Republic :D

wohoho.
i found out something today!
don't worry i won't tell
and no i'm not lying.
and i won't tell too.
and i'm not sarcastic either.
i'm such a bum.
and get well soon Sylvia!

this saturday.
bizlab!
haven't done earrings D:
at first i thought no need to do.
and have to go for hair treatment appointment again ;X
two weeks ago i cut my hair by like 2 inches and i cried.
it's stupid now to think of it.
spare a thought for Caris!
cut her hair from long long to short short
and she didn't cry.
i feel so weak D:

and i feel sad.

now listening to Be Without You by Mary J Blige :D

changed blogskin! again.
gonna change to the one Isabella made soon :D
can't wait!
and yeah my blog tagboard and pictures are fucked up
my internet too.
and i fucked up today's eds rehearsal
was so absent-minded D:
and eds nite is like, 12 days away. ha.
and i just realised how small my social circle is.
and my life is boring.
or i don't have a life at all.
but whatever.
the reason there is a loser in life is to make you feel worthy.
that's the reason I exist.
my life is screwed.
i'm just born to be screwed D:

Jia Min's button earrings are nice
blue :D
but sad i can't pierce till i'm grown up
wth D:

assembly.
history.
sleepy :O

Sheena says she likes my style of writing in my posts
haha feel so flattered
i don't believe
first time hear people praise my writing style haha

and happy belated bday to Regina!
love you loads.

and my shopping list of the week:
clipboard
pencil case
correction tape
2x2 rubik's cube for Nicholas
audition dancer king prepaid card for Nicholas
and i don't remember.

argh.
i'm falling into the swirling depths of dysthymia depression!
or is it just the mood swings.
then i should get more sleep.

i want more sleep!
moremoremore.

now listening to When I'm Gone by Eminem :D

finally i'm updating!
gah.
my internet is seriously screwed that's why DD:

last wednesday.
they take picture of me and zl!
Caris Jia Min Sher Min.
they pretended to take group photo in the end took only two of us =.=
gosh we're so gullible.

and last friday!

climbed up the monkey bar together with the guides girls
and almost climbed the wall
and helped them take a group photo! cheers
when we went home after cca
went to buy big gulp at 7 eleven
then chocolate waffle at prima deli
my pathetic dinner!
and we stood for 10 whole minutes at a barren space deciding whether to take taxi or not.
all for the sake of accommodating me
sorry D:
then i anyhow waved my hand and a hired taxi actually stopped
oops.
on train ride home Jia Min and Caris took pictures
1 to 10!
and some retarded photos of Jia Min too :D
was late for tuition for half and hour
but happy about it.

then jazz today is hehe, a secret!

still searching for audition prepaid card for Nicholas
audition dancer king
guy with dark blue shirt and light blue jeans o.0

and RAFT!
argh.
i hate you D:

i feel so retarded today.
so i'm gonna post retarded pictures of myself!





gosh this was last year

and goshgosh this was like beginning of last year ;X


credits to Tabitha Natasha Jamie Cherisse!
betcha saying aww, stop it! you're hurting my eyes!
hohoho.
today is Earth Day!
more of Retarded Day for me.
R-Day.
D-Day.
My D-Day has arrived D:

now listening to Baby Don't Go by Fabolous :D

dum dee dum dum.
updating!

this is my 100th post!
hawhaw.
after so long
i should post more often
like everyday!

hohoho.
bought many things today
bought two keychains from abdc group
1 deck of mini uno cards from Jia Min
treated Tabitha to some Mamee (hehe, it's 30 cents)
charged Hui Wen 10 cents lesser for her 70 cents snack
gosh i'm so stingy.
bought couple mug from vfu group
woah.
couple mug sia! 15 bucks.
i no money D:
but must be supportive of our classmates!

gosh.
a perfectly fine way to start a post!
whatevaaaa

SAF came today to give a what acapella performance
it was so nice :D
apologise beautiful girls stand by me quando quando quando singapore town
and everyone's falling in love with Samuel!
plus he sings the high notes in the group.
Jeremy or something says he wears tight underwear.
haha.
he's the joker of the group man.
like Caris says the girls are sitting in front for their viewing pleasure =.=
the sec 3s and 4s say they got some band.
heard that it sucked. hehe.
no comment!

got my subsidized bus cardie last thursday.
woohoo.

tmr napfa. running DD:

gah.
due date's tmr!
and i dunno to use movie maker
we're done for D:

P.S. we can go home together everyday :D

now listening to Bubbly by Colbie Caillat :D

gah. i made momma angry again today D:
i feel so stupid.
because i make mom angry everyday.
one day she's gonna die of anger man!
then no one will cook me food D:
why can't she get it.
i wanna watch teewee!
and i can multitask on that.
she thinks i can't.
yeah.
maybe i can't.
why can't i get it.
i really can't multitask.
gosh i'm losing D:
i'm such a loser!
andand! she confiscated my phone.
shitshitshitshit
i just wanted to send songs mah D:
it's really urgent :D
oh no.
so sad.

Caris and Jia Min thinks that Tim is hot.
Amanda thinks that Derek is hotter.
i have nothing to say :D

haha. having phone conference now.
Jia Min Sher Min Caris Jacob Han Siang En Zhi!

and pictures!




train ride!
credits to Jia Min!

ok. i'm updating!
and when i get home i'm editing this.

blogging during IT lesson!
some gaming thing
i love gaming!

and HAPPY BDAY TO MARCUS! hehe.

band concert is nice :D
although at the end i couldn't open my eyes D:
just listened with me ears yeah

the taiwan buddies are gone. boo.

last week went to watch movie and ice skate with them. during the movie all the taiwan people are sleeping D: and ice skating can only skate one hour. have to go early because my buddy's in band D:

and pictures!
courtesy of Sheena and Jia Min

my buddy received flowers! o.0





ice-skating!

now listening to Low by Flo Rida ft. T-Pain :D

i feel sad today D:
because of the rain!
so heavy. was drenched head to toe D:
but that's cool man. got wet!
and because i heard something that shouldn't be heard.
i dunno whether i'm hearing things or not.
maybe it's true
maybe it's not!
hope it's not.
wish it's not.
what goes around comes around yeah.
just like Wen Xin and Raey said i wish i could be Xiao Cong.
everything's blissful, she doesn't worry about anything except for her not able to buy a lollipop from the mama shop.
at least everything seemed blissful.
and i'm mad at someone.
i so dislike her.
she's every shortcoming you can think of. seriously.
she's fat, ugly, short, quiet, idiotic, fake, action, proud, unconfident, unsociable, and almost no one likes her.
everybody's got bad things to say about her.
everyone's imperfect but she's the most imperfect one.
sometimes i wonder what's she doing here.
maybe the reason she exists is to let people feel more worthy.
if there's a loser in your life most probably you would feel more worthy.
because you're not a sore loser unlike this person.
she sucks big time man.
ok! enough of my rantings ;X

sheesh :/

now listening to In Love With You by Cassie :D

my buddy's intimidating.
he will once in a while look at me then look away.
and we don't talk much. and when we smile is like damn spastic.
am i that scary o.0
and i just left him at his band thing.
i think he's pissed with me.
and on friday and saturday he has to stay in my house somemore.
how bad can this be.
maybe next time i shouldn't host liao D:

oh. and he's the only guy in our class in band.
and that means i have to go vch earlier. ah.

idmi grouping come out liao :D
Yvon Sylvia En Zhi me.
hope i didn't miss anyone out.
i think i'll screw up everything man.
the whole project.
coz i'm such a lousy worker.
project work is hardyyyy. and this is idmi! peranakan! wah.

now listening to I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me + You) :D

today is april fool!
and i didn't fool anyone.
i actually forgot until i was told. sad.
Zong Long got sick though. get well soon!

the taiwan people came!
now there's 6 more people and more fun!
i think my guy buddy looks cute! really.
and he's got long eyelashes!
but i can't communicate well enough with him D:
hope the next days we can talk better and more at ease!

Please don't be jealous! no matter how cute he is he's still not cute as you :D

got snickers chocolate from cikgu!
last thursday we played a game about identifying animals in malay and we won! yeah. although i thought my actions are like plain stupid.
cikgu very rich can give us all a quite big snickers bar ;D